i wish i'm okay

i often listening this song lately. 

we are close but feel so far

i don't know what happened between us lately. we are close but feel so far. i'ts hard to reach you, anyway. But the important things you should know, i miss you so. I miss the moment when we laugh together for no reason, when you hug me tightly, when you called me "jidat" with your way, when you treat me well, you wipe my tears when i feel sad, called and video chat with you until late at night, played gitar and sing love songs, hold my hand as if reluctant to loose it. I miss that moments. you know, i believe that love is not something we'd possess instantly. it takes a process and i can tell it is surprisingly demanding. we don't fall in love with each other before we know each other yet after knowing each other, right?. i know, it will never be the same what we have in day 1, month 1, year 1, year 10 and so on. what we have gotten now are mirrored of what we have done in the yesterdays. it's about how much we've gone through together not how long we've been together. Here it is, this is our process to love each other. Hope everythings gonna be alright.

Sincerly,

ocy