my resentment this morning

just woke up and I rushed immediately to open my laptop and see the web of announcement IPDN.
and apparently my name does not exist.
I failed the medical tests.
I'm angry + upset + feel like everything is not fair. why i say like that??
because I've been practicing physical more than three months ago and I failed only in medical tests.
Ewww... How sad..!!!

sorry mom, I've make u disappointed again

ok, forget it...

well, These day I'm bad mood.
I became so sensitive.
including also sensitive to my munyi-munyi.
sorry, but maybe I was already in emotional peak.
I was saturated through this relationship.

I can be very grumpy and annoying sometimes, okay, most of the times, i often act like I'm the only child.

maybe He had better looking for a girl who can understand him anymore. not a girl like me
:((

Psychotest Announcement IPDN 2010

check this out :

http://www.pempropsu.go.id/Pengumuman_hasil_test_psikologi_IPDN_TA_2010-2011.pdf

We've been together for 1 month

I love my boyfriend,'cause he is the one who can stand me besides my parents.
and He completes the whole picture.
:))

Prince of Persia..!! Ewww.. so awesome

on 9th June 2010, I watched movie with my boy in 21 Menplas.
yupz, Prince of Persia: The Sands of Time is a 2010 fantasy-adventure film written by Jordan Mechner, Boaz Yakin, Doug Miro, and Carlo Bernard.




Dastan, Prince of Persia


Princess Tamina and Prince Dastan


romantic view

i'm falling in love with Prince Dastan (Jake Gyllenhaal). he really so perfect. Eww.. the awesome one.
what a cool acting !! :D
I don't regret watching it. Instead I want to watch it again and again. haha
during the film started, I ignored all around me, especially my boyfriend,
oppss .. sorry huney. haha
my eyes fixed on the screen. OMG, Prince Dastan looks so awesome :)

So Thankful

I'm thankful God gives me the breath of life
I'm thankful God blessed me until now
I'm thankful God gave me parents and sister who love me so much
I'm thankful God lend me a boy who loves me with all my heart
and I am grateful that God gave the greatest gift in this year, 2010 I could passed the exam and become a student of state University, USU.
i could pass this challenge cause of His Blessing...
Love u God.
:)

happy + worry = what would happen??

Done with work...take me home...!! A Warm shower, my laptop, my blog, chatting, and some good tunes sounds heavenly.
i miss this moment like this, after a few weeks not at home and blogging.
as usual, I like to take my own picture in my room, a better place than out there.
Haha
check this out :D ( narsis)

maybe this is an expression of me when I return home.
haha
but underneath it all, I am very anxious waiting for the announcement of IPDN and UMB. Moreover, on 16-17, 20 June I've test of SNMPTN and STAN. God, I really hope your generosity so that I could pass the state university especially UNPAD or STAN. Until now, I still waiting for your miracle God :)