gw lg mellow

if you do not have feelings for me, please I hope I don't love it, because the expectation was that makes me more sick. T_T

I hope I managed to forget you. although it's so difficult.

but i'll try it.

u will never know im hurting, cuz u can't see my pain.

I regret myself, let you near me.

Wait for the 'pay back' time. You'll realize that you're wrong.

but you always know how to make my heart melt. Hhuuu.... :(

hehehe... narsis..!!!

today is narsism day (for me).
Hhahaha...
i'm not going to announce this photo but just like u to know.
that's me..










Hhahaha..
that's all.
:D

"in a progress of pursuing dreams and my parents"

"Sometimes i need a tragedy in my life to understand what life is really about".
here they are.
many things have been happening and many big things will also happen in the future . One of the big day that i've been preparing this whole year are the final national exam and graduate of state University and i don't want to fail in this. because it's so important for me that my parents proud of me.
I've been researching and found out that the high schools. i want to go to have really high passing grades and continue my study to college.

I stayed face all this, because I know tomorrow is a brighter hope.

God knows what's best for me! It was painful but also the best for me.
maybe i'm so tired with all this duty but preparation is the key to success without preparation there is only failure.
i have to concentrate to my studies so that in the end of this, it was not vain.
I never want to say goodbye cause I hate goodbye, especially when it doesn't come back to me forever but i want to take a time off. Maybe i'll stop blogging for a while. My fingers just want to type everyday but the time and situation right now is not really right.
I want to reach my success. I’m feeling better just by trying my best not to think what had happened.
So please support me, hope God always bless me and give the best for me.

blazer.blazer.blazer

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it's all about girl.
blazer emank gag ada matinya.
liat ajah nueh.
modelnya keren bangett dgn blazer nya. cool...!!!!


blazer tuxedo

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diana rikasari gag ada matinyaa.. i love it


wow... cool..!!!

blogging while sms'an :))

This day begins with doubt.
Today my aunt celebrated her marriage.
and I did not come to the event.
because of something disgust.. grrr..!!!!
i'm so sorry auntie.
:D
as usual, tonight for blogging schedule.
Hhahahaha ....
but this is different.
sms'an while blogging with rendi.
after so long time not heard about him, now he's back again.
haghaghag ...
I'm so rare sms'an at satnite.
since I do not have a boyfriend 7 months ago, I forgot the message service called sms
:))

maybe there would sms'an with me tonight out there???
hhihihi....

tetep sekolah atau dtg ke resepsi...!!! waduh, bingung.

wokeh...
hari nueh dimulai dengan kebingungan.
besok tante gw buat acara resepsi pernikahanny.
kebaya juga udah d sediakan buat gw.
tp gw bsk pengen sekolah.
apa lagi udah 2 x gag hadir wktu pljrn seni musik...
meskipun cm seni musik, tetep ajah gga enak.
kan udah kelas 3.
secara minggu dpnnya udh ulangan praktek.
hwaaa... belom lg latihan.
gosh..
;schock gw.
mending acara resepsinya deket.
ini jauhnya naujubilah...
kalo gag dtg, syg banget kebayanya. malah udah fitting lg.
tp kalo gag dtg k skul. waduhhh... bingung jg..
hwaaaaaaaa..!!!!! T_T
help me plizzz

♥ Love in valentine day ♥

This valentine will be weird (again). i'm lazy to spend this day out there. i'd better to discuss the lesson or blogging. Hhahaha...
I could spend all day in front of pc for blogging cause i love it.
and now is valentine day. all people in the world talking about valentine. is it important for u talking about valentine? actually I am not fixated on Valentine's Day to give love, because all living things need not only love just once in 1 year.
I also do not blame the fans to continue to celebrate Valentine's day. because each people has the right to celebrate it.
This time I want to talk about love. reason why we need to know love, to feel what love is.
they said :

• Love is an escape of two people who don't know how to be alone
• Love is a moment that lasts forever
• Love is a decision not an emotion or feeling, that if made from the heart will outlast anything
• Love makes the time pass, time makes love pass
• Love is a choice you make from moment to moment
• Love can make u do things that u never thought possible.
• and etc...

Love completes us. We feel we have someone in our corner who supports us even with our flaws.

Someone who knows us inside and out and accepts us as we are in life.

We know that person will be there when we are down just as we will be there when they’re down.

We want someone to share the obstacles of life with and know that together we can survive anything together.

We need someone to love to share the happiness in life that comes our way.

We need someone to share the pain when our loved ones, our parents, pass away who also feel that our loved ones have become their loves also.

We need somene to sleep with at night, no matter whether they snore or not.

We can always give them a nudge if necessary but it’s nice to know they are there.

We need someone to love so that we can give love to our children together.

To let all of them know that they have two people who will always love them more than anything in the world.

We need someone to grow old with so we can complain to each other about our aches and pains along the way as we slow down.

We need them in order to make the moments that we will later look back at as the most beautiful memories of our lives.

many people and songs tell if love is all around us.
till now I still trying to understand, live and believe.
and the results ???....
hmmm,,,, I'm waiting for it... :)

My expectation

hwaaa ..!!! I finally had time for blogging. since I was sitting in 3rd grade science class, I do not have time for blogging. I'm sorry friends cause i'm so busy with all of my school activities. so many stories I will tell you especially about my choice after graduate from high school. frankly speaking, I'd love to lecture in UGM. I do not know the reason why, but UGM has its own attraction to me. hehehe...
on 28th maret later, I will take an entrance exam UGM in pekanbaru.
I really hope to be in college at UGM despite graduating at the third option.
Hhohoho....
the most precious of my expectation is a graduate of State University and can be proud of my parents especially my lovely Mom because i love her more than i'd ever scream...
mmuachh...

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