things in 2010 n resolution in 2011

Hmmm...
it's a long time for me to write a new post since the last two months. I'm so sorry disapear from the blog world. By the way, soon.. and even within hours, we will celebrate the turn of the new year. Happy New Year all. welcome in a new decade :)



For this time, i wanna share about my resolution in 2011:
1. Get a good study results for this semester and the next semester
2. Serve God with all talents given by Him, all for His glory :)
3. Heard the advice of my parents
4. Get lover a good heart, honest, cool, funny, understanding, and also loyal hehe ...


Well, the last post which i would share in the end of this year is my joy when i celebrate my birthday with friends (i love them so much) even if only simple in boarding-lodging house but I'm very happy.
check this out :

happy b'day my sista

Sorry for my long lost absence. It’s always been a pleasure for me, writing my heart and mind. I just finished midterms and now I’m at home. I really miss atmosphir at home after 3 weeks of no return. hopefully,the results of the exam is good. amiinn

btw, Today is my sister's birthday. Congratulation sist:)

• May this day bring to you All Things That make you smile
• May all the wishes and dreams you dream today turn to reality
• May this year bring with it all the success and fulfillment your heart desires
• May the years continue to be good to you.
• May EACH and every passing year bring you wisdom, peace and CHEER
• May the good Lord shower you with many blessings on your special day and your day

Happy b'day Grace Cynthia

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our conversation

chatting with him, mikey_die
this our conversation

mikay_die: emm
mikay_die: look who is here
mikay_die: my sweet and hot baby
Yossi Christine: hehehe
mikay_die: i send u my cam baby
mikay_die: but im not in good
mikay_die: i just wake up
mikay_die: dont laugh ok ?
BUZZ!!!
Yossi Christine: hah??
Yossi Christine: u just wake up??
mikay_die: yea
mikay_die: why ,?
Yossi Christine: nothing
Yossi Christine: but i cant see ur cam
mikay_die: opps
mikay_die: i send u baby
Yossi Christine: yeah
Yossi Christine: but i cant see u. it's dark
mikay_die: i dont know
mikay_die: im still in house
mikay_die: not in family house
mikay_die: i use the same cam
mikay_die: i use in
mikay_die: hotmail messanger
mikay_die: i dont know
mikay_die: !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yossi Christine: oh, okay
Yossi Christine: no problem
Yossi Christine: maybe next time
mikay_die: i hate that its not work
Yossi Christine: me too :(
mikay_die: did ur family go home ?
Yossi Christine: yeah
mikay_die: LOL
mikay_die:
mikay_die: good
mikay_die: how u feel
mikay_die: ?
mikay_die: happy ?
mikay_die: :D
Yossi Christine: hehehe
Yossi Christine: yeah. so relieve
Yossi Christine: :P
mikay_die: naughty girl
mikay_die: :p
mikay_die: u dont like them?
mikay_die: hahahaha
mikay_die: LOL
Yossi Christine: hahaha
Yossi Christine: i dont said that i dont like them
mikay_die: u dont like the noise they make
mikay_die: ?
Yossi Christine: hahaha
Yossi Christine: yupz
Yossi Christine: exactly.
Yossi Christine:
mikay_die:
mikay_die: can i see u baby ?
Yossi Christine: hmmm
Yossi Christine: ok
Yossi Christine: wait a minute
mikay_die: i wait u all my life
Yossi Christine: hahaha
Yossi Christine: are u kidding me?
mikay_die: im srious baby
mikay_die: im happy to know u
mikay_die: coz u r so cute
mikay_die: lovely
mikay_die: and so hot
mikay_die: be u
mikay_die: dont change anything
mikay_die: coz u r great
mikay_die:
BUZZ!!!
mikay_die: wheres is ur cam baby?
mikay_die:
BUZZ!!!
Yossi Christine: wait a minute
mikay_die: ok
Yossi Christine: i've trouble with my cam,
mikay_die: ~x(
mikay_die: 8-}
mikay_die: :-t
mikay_die: :-ss
mikay_die: 8-|
mikay_die: #-o
mikay_die:@-)
mikay_die:/:)
mikay_die: emm
mikay_die: finally
mikay_die: i look
mikay_die: ur beauty
mikay_die: emm
mikay_die: ur sweet lips
mikay_die: ur black and sweet eyes
mikay_die: ur lovely
Yossi Christine: hehehe
mikay_die: skin color
mikay_die: baby
mikay_die: stand up
mikay_die: plz
mikay_die: i wanna see u
mikay_die: all
Yossi Christine: okay, but just a minute
mikay_die: ok
mikay_die: go far
mikay_die: of the cam
mikay_die: waaaaaaaaaaaaw
mikay_die: waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaw
mikay_die: OMG
Yossi Christine: what??
mikay_die: u r so hot
mikay_die: baby
mikay_die: i love ur body
mikay_die: wanna be a model ??
Yossi Christine: hehehe
mikay_die: yeaaaaaaa
Yossi Christine: yeah
Yossi Christine:
mikay_die: i love ur body
mikay_die: u have a very hot
mikay_die: legs
mikay_die: so hot baby
mikay_die: emm
mikay_die: i love them
Yossi Christine: thanks for ur praise
mikay_die: its the truth

mikay_die: OMG
mikay_die: i love ur lips
mikay_die: i wanna kiss them
mikay_die: plzzzzzzzz
mikay_die: baby
mikay_die: cahnge this t shirt
mikay_die: wear
mikay_die: the tshirt
mikay_die: u put in display
mikay_die: ok ?
mikay_die: i love it
BUZZ!!!
Yossi Christine: next time
Yossi Christine: ok
mikay_die: ok
mikay_die: no problem ?
mikay_die: i will wait
mikay_die: but next time
mikay_die: i will see u
mikay_die: in tank top
mikay_die: too
mikay_die: and heavy clothes
BUZZ!!!
mikay_die: ok ?
Yossi Christine: what??? grrr...!!!
mikay_die: promise me
mikay_die:
Yossi Christine: haha.. i dont promise :P

tiiiiiiiiiittttt... sorry, i've cut some conversation

mikay_die: oops
mikay_die: u r so hard baby
mikay_die:
Yossi Christine: hehe
Yossi Christine: yeah, this is me
Yossi Christine:
mikay_die: u drive me crazy u know
mikay_die: i love ur body
mikay_die: so much
mikay_die: i wanna see u baby
mikay_die: in real
mikay_die: and lik allllllllllll
mikay_die: ur body
mikay_die: hold u in my arms
mikay_die: and kiss u so much
mikay_die: soft kisses
mikay_die: of ur lips
mikay_die: hmmm
mikay_die: i like that
mikay_die: OMG
mikay_die:
Yossi Christine: hahaha...
mikay_die: ur body is perfect
mikay_die: so perfect
mikay_die: i love it
mikay_die: tell me
Yossi Christine: thanks
mikay_die: is ur body natural ?
Yossi Christine: of course
mikay_die: are u sure ??
Yossi Christine: yeaaahhh
mikay_die: u dont do plastic surgery
Yossi Christine: u dont believe me?>
mikay_die: to ur legs ??
Yossi Christine: nooo
mikay_die: really ?
Yossi Christine: i'm so sure
mikay_die: like jennifer lopez
mikay_die: i love it
Yossi Christine: hahaha
Yossi Christine: u make me shy
Yossi Christine:
mikay_die: but urs is better then her
Yossi Christine: >.< hahaha.. LOL

i've cut some conversation. oppss.. sorry bcoz it's private

Yossi christine: u hate me?
mikay_die: no
mikay_die: i never hate u
mikay_die: but i know wat is ur feeling to me
Yossi Christine: what do u know about my feeling to u?
mikay_die: u dont love me
mikay_die: its so simple
mikay_die: when u love somone u do everything
mikay_die: that show u love him
mikay_die: its not a problem
Yossi Christine: oh, i see
Yossi Christine: hhmmm
Yossi Christine: now, i know about u
mikay_die: wat u know ?
Yossi Christine: i know that u j love someone, just look their body
mikay_die: well
mikay_die: its ur opinion
mikay_die: im sure im different
mikay_die: up to u
Yossi Christine: yeah
Yossi Christine: that's my opinion about YOU
mikay_die: its false
mikay_die: coz i just see ur body
mikay_die: just two
mikay_die: weeks ago
mikay_die: how can i love just ur body
mikay_die: ????????????????
mikay_die: i know u since one year
mikay_die: !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yossi Christine: me too, how can i really love u just knowing u by chatting
Yossi Christine: but i've ever said i like a friend like u
mikay_die: its not enough for me
mikay_die: to be liked
mikay_die: i wanna love
mikay_die: anyway
mikay_die: u took ur decision
mikay_die: the day u feel
mikay_die: u love me
mikay_die: u will find me
mikay_die: near to u
mikay_die: bye for the moment
mikay_die: coz u make so sad today
mikay_die: i wont chat
mikay_die: for the moment

okay, well. see.!!!! most of boys just look girls by their cover.. oppss..sorry. i hate this :(

my new world

Hmmppp…

long time not to share my new post. I’m so sorry guys. I have a lot of damn busy for several weeks and I have soooooooo many tasks from lectures and they should be collected in the same times.

actually my fingers wanna type and share all of my story about college,friends,activities, and alsoooo the special one. hehe.. but, beside that I also should do my duty because I have to.

by the way, do u know guys….. I have so many stories about my new college and friends.

but this time gw ngeshare pake bahasa aja, soalnya byk hal detail yg harus gw kasi tw ke kaliaaan..dan mgkn bisa lebih ngerti.

hehe..

• OSPEK=Nightmare..

well, knp gw bilang nightmare??? yupz, smua angkatan 2010 jg pasti setuju kalo ospek itu kyk udah mimpi buruuuukk dan udh jd kenyataan.haha

bayangin aja, 4 hari sblm ospek smua mhasiswa baru angkatan 2010 d kasi kertas yg isinya :

perlengkapan ospek slama 3 hari.

- kucir rambut sesuai dgn tanggal lahir.

OMG, baru baca ini aj gw lgsg shock. tgl lahir gw kan 23. jd gw harus ngucir rambut sebanyak 23 utk 3 hari.. ouch

- memakai topi pandan/petani.

- memakai kalung pete, jam jengkol.

- memakai baju putih, celana keper hitam

- membuat tas goni jd ransel.

hah?? hari gini pake tas goni?? sbnr ny gag banget. tp mau d gimanai lg. pasraaaahhh aja

- bawa parang

nah, ini dy yg bingung. gw k kampus atau mw bacok ank org sih?? hahaha… yg ini gw gag trlalu masuk akal. ngapai jg mahasiswa bawa2 parang. tau sih, kalo gw ank fakultas pertanian. tp gag giniii juga kaliiiiiiii

- tali pinggang tali plastik+kaleng botol minuman di dalamnya batu kerikil. jaid kalo jalan bunyi2 gitu. iihhhh… aneh kan. -___-

- bawa ember

- bawa permen lolipop 2, nasi bungkus (nasi,sayur,telur)

- bawa ikan mas..

- bet nama. nama cantik gw Aphis citricidus. setelah gw searching d google, trnyata artinya itu kutu daun coklat. hah?? masag gw d samain sama kutu..!!!!!!

- dtg k kampus jam 5 pagi!!! (OMG... gw gag tahaaaannnnn!!!!!!)

sbnr ny ada lagi yg laen, tp gw udah lupa. hehe…

langsung aj gw cerita ttg ospek gw.

· hari pertama ospek

jam 4 pagi gw udah bangun, mandi,pakai baju+accessories yg konyol,trus rambut gw di kuciri sm tia & pudol. haha.. (kali ini nama kalian gw tampilin).

gw jalan dr kosan ke pintu 4 kampus.

tauuuuu gag sih, baru aja nyampek dpn pintu 4 udh rame2 smua mhasiswa baru d suruh jalaaannn jongkok. abg & kk senior nya udah teriak2 pagi-pagi butaaaa.

OMG, d situ gw langsung sport jantung jln dari pintu 4 k fakultas sambil nyanyi2 trus pake acara nunduk sm senior. hari pertama gw gabung di grup jabrix.

lumayan deh, gw bs kenalan sm tmn2 yg laen. penyiksaan ini berlangsung sampeg sore. OMG.. capeekkk sangaaaddd… tiba di kosan gw lgsg mandi trus tidurr. serasa bdn mw patah smua. . trnyata ini namanya ospek.

· hari kedua

sama kyk hari pertama. tp kali ini gw gabung d grup copo 2. knp gw gabung d copo 2??? karenaaaaaaa, gw emang lg gag enak badan. copo 2 itu grup nya orang sakit2. ya bodo amat d bilang copo 2, yg pnting perlakuan senior ke grup ini gag terlalu merodam. hahaha..

o ya, d grup ini gw pnya temen baru namanya Meii dan Jojo. hmmm… mereka baik2 lho. hehe.. sampeg skrg gw masi berteman akrab sm mereka walupun kita gag satu jurusan.

· hari ketiga

nah ini dia yg paraaaaahhhhhh… di hari ke tiga ini gw dipermalukan abis2an. gw d suruh joget keong racun. waduuhhhh, udah lah d liatin senior2. muka gw udah gw tebal2in deh… bodo amaaattt d liatin smua senior. udah gitu, smuaaaa mahasiswa baru d ceburin ke kolam comberannn…. termasuk gw.

hwaaaa… badan gw jd bau comberan. tp yang penting,at last smua penyiksaan,pembantaian,perodaman udah kelar. hehe… bolehlah sdikit brnafas lega. Hmmm… tapi pd akhirnya gw ngerti knp ospek yang begitu merodam tetep di pertahankan oleh mahasiswa fakultas pertanian.

• dunia kos-kosan

well, sbnrnya gw gag terlalu bermasalah dgn kosan gw. I’ve feel comfort with this. walaupun gw gag terlalu kenal dgn penghuni2 nya,but it’s no problem. soalnya gw lebih suka hidup sndiri d kamar dan mereka jg sama kyk gw. saling cuek trus gag terlalu peduli sm ank kosan baru kyk gw ini. tapiiii yg gag gw suka, ibu kos ny itu lhoooo.. gag pernaaahhh gw liaattt senyuuuuuummm..

grrrr… I have a trouble with someone who don’t wanna smile. I think it’s strange.

but, forget it.. I don’t mind about this.

• kehidupan kampus

hmmppp… kehidupan d kampus mnurut gw superduper aneh. knp gw bilang gitu?? soalnyaaaaaa beda bangeeeeddd sm wktu SMA dulu. brbeda 180 derajat. belum lg menghadapi senior2 yg jail trus cara belajarnya yg membosankan dan jugaaaaa dosen nya yg superduper aneh dan killer abiisss…

ini smua membuat gw pengen cpt2 mengakhiri kuliah gw.

• Senior2 yang ganjen

Ahaha,.. gw sbnrnya lucu sendiri nulis perihal yang ini. mendingan gw skip aja deh :p

• Kehidupan cinta gw

hmmmm.. kehidupan cinta gw seprti biasanya. gw baru aja putus sm mantan sekitar 2 bln yg lalu. dan mudah2an gw bisa menemukan the special one in my heart…

minimal, buat jd penyemangat dlm kuliah gw atau tempat gw sharing.

actually, I’ve found him. but I still doubt with my feeling.

who is he?? hmmm… let’s talk about this next time. I promise will share about this next post. hahaha…

• Tugas yang menumpuk

okay,utk hal yg satu ini membuat gw stress… bayangin aja, dosennya ngasih tugas GAG PAKE HATI !!!! suka2 nya aj deh.. grrrr..!!!

kyk ny bagi gw stiap hari ada aj tugas. terutama matakuliah ekonomi pertanian.

pliss deh pak, jgn lebay deh..

Hhuuu… :(

Nah, itu smua cerita gw yg skrg sudah menginjak kuliah. Aneh kan?? gw aja yg ngejalani merasa aneh, apalagi lu pada yg baca. pasti ilfil sndiri. haha.. tapi itulah kenyataan. Begitu banyak hal yg terjadi dalam kehidupan gw. Mudah-mudahan semakin ke sini, gw semakin dewasa dan gw bisa menjalaninya dgn baik trus membanggakan orangtua gw.hmm.. kalo tentang harapan , yg pasti gw pengen cepat-cepat tamat kuliah dong. capek jg tau.!!! sering banged d rodam+diganyang. haha.. tapi gw hrs tamat dengan hasil yg memuaskan jg pastinya. amiinnn

recall what happened this time

hi, guys... finally, i have the mood for blogging after all these weeks I did not create new post.
since I have started my study again, so I can't check this blog regularly
I thought it was still yesterday when I'm still a senior high school and now this is my junior year in my college, the last year I have to spend in my current school..
but now, i've been a student of university.
i feel like time's flowing damn so fast! it's just like yesterday was my first day in my school, but now? 2 more days in tebing and then back to medan to continue my study in college.
by the way... today is the announcement of STAN.
well, maybe i have to be a strong girl again coz i couldn't pass in this exam.
i'm so jealous with my best friend, Elda Caludia coz she could pass the exam.
haha.. congaratulation dear.
hmmm.. I have to admit that she's so cool. two thumbs up for u dear.
Depressing huh.. but i feel fully blessed for everything that God have give to me.
but I promise, 4-5 years from now I will definitely become a successful woman after having a degree
hahaha..
i love u mommy..
:)

this is my outpouring

well, i'm so sorry for disappearing from the blog world in a Few weeks..
not mean to not give the news to u guys, but I lack the spirit to run my life as usual.
I feel anxiously await the announcement of SNMPTN though I've graduated in the faculty of agriculture USU when i followed UMB.
on 16th of july, the announcement of SNMPTN.
i saw that i graduated in the faculty of agriculture UNPAD. this unbearable sensation of damn happiness is tickling me, giving me fast heart beats.
u know guys, I really want this university. but my mom did not allow me to study at Padjadjaran University for both on the faculty of agriculture. ouch.. How sad :(
even so, I still want Unpad because it has become my desire. hehe
okay, well..
on 3 august 2010, the annoncement of USM STAN.
i also wanna pass in this.
hopefully, my dream comes true
Thanks God.

my resentment this morning

just woke up and I rushed immediately to open my laptop and see the web of announcement IPDN.
and apparently my name does not exist.
I failed the medical tests.
I'm angry + upset + feel like everything is not fair. why i say like that??
because I've been practicing physical more than three months ago and I failed only in medical tests.
Ewww... How sad..!!!

sorry mom, I've make u disappointed again

ok, forget it...

well, These day I'm bad mood.
I became so sensitive.
including also sensitive to my munyi-munyi.
sorry, but maybe I was already in emotional peak.
I was saturated through this relationship.

I can be very grumpy and annoying sometimes, okay, most of the times, i often act like I'm the only child.

maybe He had better looking for a girl who can understand him anymore. not a girl like me
:((

Psychotest Announcement IPDN 2010

check this out :

http://www.pempropsu.go.id/Pengumuman_hasil_test_psikologi_IPDN_TA_2010-2011.pdf

We've been together for 1 month

I love my boyfriend,'cause he is the one who can stand me besides my parents.
and He completes the whole picture.
:))

Prince of Persia..!! Ewww.. so awesome

on 9th June 2010, I watched movie with my boy in 21 Menplas.
yupz, Prince of Persia: The Sands of Time is a 2010 fantasy-adventure film written by Jordan Mechner, Boaz Yakin, Doug Miro, and Carlo Bernard.




Dastan, Prince of Persia


Princess Tamina and Prince Dastan


romantic view

i'm falling in love with Prince Dastan (Jake Gyllenhaal). he really so perfect. Eww.. the awesome one.
what a cool acting !! :D
I don't regret watching it. Instead I want to watch it again and again. haha
during the film started, I ignored all around me, especially my boyfriend,
oppss .. sorry huney. haha
my eyes fixed on the screen. OMG, Prince Dastan looks so awesome :)

So Thankful

I'm thankful God gives me the breath of life
I'm thankful God blessed me until now
I'm thankful God gave me parents and sister who love me so much
I'm thankful God lend me a boy who loves me with all my heart
and I am grateful that God gave the greatest gift in this year, 2010 I could passed the exam and become a student of state University, USU.
i could pass this challenge cause of His Blessing...
Love u God.
:)

happy + worry = what would happen??

Done with work...take me home...!! A Warm shower, my laptop, my blog, chatting, and some good tunes sounds heavenly.
i miss this moment like this, after a few weeks not at home and blogging.
as usual, I like to take my own picture in my room, a better place than out there.
Haha
check this out :D ( narsis)

maybe this is an expression of me when I return home.
haha
but underneath it all, I am very anxious waiting for the announcement of IPDN and UMB. Moreover, on 16-17, 20 June I've test of SNMPTN and STAN. God, I really hope your generosity so that I could pass the state university especially UNPAD or STAN. Until now, I still waiting for your miracle God :)

between IPDN and UMB

oh,..
i have long time not to blogging.
i'm so damn busy for the last 2 months.
My fingers just want to type everyday but the time and situation right now is not really right.

22th Mei 2010 is the important day for me.
firstly, i'm so confuse to choose which one i should choose because the date of IPDN and UMB exam are same.
oh... so sad.
but i should choose the best one.
yupz, i'll get psikotes of IPDN and i really..really want to reach my ambition in this.
i'll try not to make my parents disappointed of me.
i'm sure that i can be a praja of IPDN.
i must be to get hard work and my dream comes true.
hahaha...
:D

cerita anak kos

hohoho..
i miss this moment like this..
ngeblog di mlm hari = minum capphucino = begadang = jantungan = bodo amat.haha
bosen jg pake english mulu. x ini pke bhs ind aj. kan cinta indonesia. haha
This time I'll tell about my life during a child's boarding house.
rather difficult at first, but over time more and more difficult.
Haha
No..no.no. just kidding pal.
yupz.. tp gtu lah.
agag susah jg sih jd ank kos.
hihi
tp lama kelamaan jd kebiasa kok.
Hmm...
satnite kemaren,
OMG....
i'm about homesick..
pengeennnn pulaaannngg...!! HHuuuuu
kangen sm kamar ku saiank...
tp imar mengobati rasa sedih ku.
jln ke carrefour.
lumayan lah, dr pd d kosan. haha
tapiiiii......d luaran smua pada pcrn...
maklum, mlm minggu.
Hwaaa...!!! jd pengennnn.. haha
aku sm imar cuma bs celengak celengok. aneh-aneh. haha
tp wktu kami lg mnikmati saat2 jd jomblo ( eaaa~ gayaaa) haha.. handphone si imar slalu berdering.
yupz.. TIA.
nyuruh plg. well, pdhl mls banged balik k kos cpt2.
akhirnya kami plg jam 9 mlm gtu.
dan TERNYATA... Zoel, mantan imar dtg k kos.haha
jd double date org ntuh d ruang tamu. Tia sm mas ny, si imar sm si beliau. Hoho.
saiah hanya bisa berdiam diri d kamar.
karena SAIA gag punya PACAR.
hahaha..
how sad..!! Ouhhh..
sekian dan trima kasih..
( haha.. apaan sih,. gga penting bgd ya gw)

Before - After the Farewell Party :)

have more one week not to blogging.
sorry pal.
so many activities that I should do.
Starting from exam practice, practice preparing a farewell, and take care of paperwork to apply IPDN.
hehehe ..
but this time I'm going to tell u during my activities in a week that consume my time for blogging. Hhaha

Monday 12th- Wednesday 14th
German language exam, chemistry exam, physical exam, TIK, Indonesian exam.
I waited for 2 hours more for all these exams.
Ewww, waited for it was very disgusting. but fortunately all has been completed.

Thursday 15th-friday 16th
complete file SKBB to the hospital, SKCK to the police station (Polsek) then to POLRES, a certificate had never been married, a certificate for school students..
this was so damn tired.
Hoaammzz...

I do this all for the sake of Praja IPDN
Hhahaha

Saturday 17th
Hmm ...
it was the time for me and my friends to have fun.
yeah, was held a farewell ceremony at school.
My feeling was mixed.
between happy or sad to seperate with all of them almost together for 3 years.

this is our peformance, XII Science 4









this is it, king and queen ipa 4. Haha


fashion show in action




actually there are many more photos that I want to publish.
but the pictures stilll in my friends' camera.
but I promise to publish it as soon as possible.
hehe ..



at the end of the event, this is the saddest moment.
I'd to cry because i've to seperate with my friends although not forever.
but it was drain tears.
I also apologize to all my friends for my mistakes so far.
especially Obrin, Tia and Putri
i'm sorry pal.
OMG .. How sad !!!
: (

the event lasted until late afternoon.
Until about 6 pm.
and I'm confused to go home with whom and by what?? because my mom could not pick me up.
he finally picked me to go home.
yeah, him ..
Hhaha ...
; Shy
thx yah Mr.Gondrong ku yang jeleg.
:p



I was so tired when I get home.
meanwhile, I feel uncomfortable. because I have not seen the announcement of UM UGM.
OMG ...
I almost did not dare to see the results.
I look forward YOUR miracle, God.
but finally about 8:40 pm I make sure myself to send SMS to 7890.
ok, about 8:54 pm my mobile ringing.
Gosh...
my heart was beating fast
and I immediately open the message.
Hwaaaaaaaaaaa .....!!!!
I was almost hopeless to see the results.
but i keep telling myself.
this is not the end of my struggle.
maybe God must be have wonderful plans of my failure.
and I believe it.
I'm still waiting for YOUR miracle, God...

IPDN.... I'm coming...
Hhahaha...


Ooppsss...
next week I began intensive in Medan..
Wish me Luck for my Exam...
especially IPDN exam and Examination of State Universities.
:)
Wait for my next post during my intensive in Medan....!!!!
certainly there will a lot of interesting stories which I publish.
Hhahaha
i'll be back pal...
;p

Shoes..shoes...shoes

well,

It's hot and sunny day outside.

but it doesn't reduce my desire to blogging. Hhehe

shoes which on my current wishlist :

2 days during in pekanbaru

I finally get home.
OMG, i'm still damn tired.
my body feels like breaking.
hmm... Pekanbaru is not too bad place.
but, maybe I will not go there again.
perhaps this is a fun trip as well as disgusting.
i wanna review about my journey.
okeh, well.
26th maret 2010
About 21:00 pm. left Tebingtinggi. towards pekanbaru by bus.
about 23:30 pm. stopped at a restaurant for dinner.
but really I did not eat. besides remon said, the food there expensive but not so yummy food..
Hhahaha ...
This may be a lesson, remon.
: D

27th Maret 2010
about 24.05 am. continued our journey.
about 03.15 am. awakened from my sleep, heard the sound of Mr. trianda delirious and make drivers be surprised.
hahaha ... how funny it is.!
about 06.30. stopped at a restaurant for breakfast.
once again the food was not delicious.
so I decided to drink tea and eat bread that I brought from home.
about 06.45 am we continued our journey.
about 10:10 am we arrived at the hotel Pelangi. i finally arrived at hotel after a long journey that was so tired.
but we also have to wait in lobby to get a room.
after waiting for 2 hours, we also haven't found a room because we had to wait for somebody checkout.
so, me and putri decided to shower and eat lunch at our friend's room, Tiara.
oh.. Thanks Tiara.
about 14:00 pm. down to the lobby to take the room key.
and finally Mr. trianda gives me room key. Our room number 501 which is located on the 5th floor.
about 15:00 pm. getting ready to see the test location. Our test locations in santa maria high school. so I, pu3, silka, ita, hendy, dewi, obrin and byla went there together with our car rental.
the car rental cost Rp.70.000/hour. the distance is not too far away. maybe only about 2 km. (rather expensive).
after seeing the test location, we returned to the hotel.
arrived at the hotel, me and pu3 went directly to the mini market.
We looked for mini market, but we did not find it.
after walking along distance, we saw the supermarket.
finally we bought some snacks there.
I felt thirsty, so I bought a drink like a blender ice.
the price was Rp.12.000, --
hmm.. no wonder people in pekanbaru get rich quickly.
cause everything was expensive. haha..
after that we walked to the hotel.
07.30 pm. I and my friends went out for dinner.
we ate chicken noodle with ice tea.
after full, we returned to the hotel.
at the hotel, we had an hour of prayer for the success of our exam tomorrow and then returned to the room to sleep :)

well, 28th Maret 2010
05.30 am. i took a bath.
06.00 am. went to coffee shop for breakfast.
07.00 am. went to the test location.
i was so nervous. i keep telling myself, everything was alright.
07.30-14.00 pm. struggling to get a seat Gadjah Mada University.
14.05 pm. out from the exam room with the condition is not well.
i had headache, nausea, and stomach ache.
perhaps because of the test effect.
keep telling myself, this is not the end i would die.
I was not concerned with the result. Most importantly I've tried everything as I can.
14.15 pm. went to have lunch in Mall SKA by taxi. but the driver brought us to the mall pekanbaru.
oh..! how sad.
so we decided to have lunch in AW.
then we returned to hotel.
about 16.50 pm. went to bread boutique to buy souvenirs for my mom.
about 18.00 pm. get home by bus.
still (damn) tired :(

Before Going To PekanBaru

yeah..
well, today I've completed the national exam.
oh Finally,The national examination has finished.
thanks for Your blessing.
Wish I could graduate with good scores.Amiinn..
But i know, this is not the end of my struggle.
there are still many challenges that I have to do.
today, I had to go to pekanbaru to take the entrance exams UGM.
I was so nervous.*o*
hopefully I get to my destination safely and bring good news when I get home:)
wish I will graduate at the University of Gadjah Mada and make my parents proud of me, so that their sacrifice will not be in vain.
please give me the strength, God.

WISH ME LUCK FOR THE ENTRANCE EXAM UGM.
God Always Bless Me...
^_^

oh,.. my exam

OMG, finally i have time for blogging.
this is the last day for me to prepare everything about my NATIONAL EXAM.
hwaaaa...!!
wish me luck for it. :D
well, tomorrow i also should go to pekanbaru cause i'll have an entrance exam UGM there.
i'm so nervous but everything must be okay.
I should just try and overcome my own fear.
wish God always bless me every time. ^-*
i don't want make my parents disappointed of me.
Honestly, sometimes I do worry about my future. It just scares me when the time's ticking real damn fast through me and it makes me wondering, "what I've done?" "which path should I follow?"
I must do something. At least a small better change. For me, For my parents. Make them smile. :)

gw lg mellow

if you do not have feelings for me, please I hope I don't love it, because the expectation was that makes me more sick. T_T

I hope I managed to forget you. although it's so difficult.

but i'll try it.

u will never know im hurting, cuz u can't see my pain.

I regret myself, let you near me.

Wait for the 'pay back' time. You'll realize that you're wrong.

but you always know how to make my heart melt. Hhuuu.... :(